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Name: Brittany
Country: United States
Metro: Marysville
Gender: Female
Interests: I have a stong interest in God love music and my friends. I Love how the way my life molds its self and yeti know nothing about and i love to teach and how my friends teach me
Expertise: Nothing
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
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AIM:  crazybrigitta
Member Since:
6/24/2005
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| so life is just one giant roller coaster ride and some times its wicked
fun and sometimes its like get me off this thing.. either way you
expirence this crazy ride. I will admit ive has some highs and lows in
the 21 years of life that i have lived it almost seems surreal that i
can still be here when i should have died...
I mean maybe, maybe thats why i take my love for my savior so seriously
because like my past i should have died and by death on a cross Jesus
died for me. I have taken his love for granted before and i have
neglect ones in my life before and never for a second thouht that they
have the same atonement as i. I suppose as humans we do that. We
forget. Its a gut wrenching thing when you realize you are just a
sinner who happens to have been given grace and mercy.
We are no good. We are just stupid humans who by God's mercy gave us LIFE.
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| Hmm....
I sit here and its so strange to think that life is moving, I suppose
that its not a bad thing... but i suppose it hasn't been a good thing
either. I sometimes don't even think that its december (well that could
be that its 50 degrees outside) but it feels so random to be taking
finals. I have been through so much this semester. Ive struggled in so
many areas but it is God who gets me through it all. My heart sometimes
seems to just die because of the things ive had to endure this
semester. the accusations made against me and what not. I love being
here most of the time. I have some really awesome friends but it seems that some days the only ones are miles and miles away.
well any who break is in 3 day yahoo!
pray for me
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| i am back yet again to let everyone know i am here!
Now most of you know i am away at college so i am not hrere with and
for some i am not there for you, and for that i am sorry, but its all
about life.
So i was feeling sick for awhile today, but now i am so relaxed. How on
earth can i be relaxed with 3 projects due on Thursday and 1 due on
Friday, and a seminar to read b4 tomorrow, i have to go and practice
with im sure the only person that rubs me the wrong way in PA, its just
a proven fact i cannot get along with this one person, and i have
tried. Oh well.i have a tournement on Friday and Saturday SUch as life
and yet i am so relaxed and its all cool b/c i have God! and hes is
ever present in my life that is totally out of control. 
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| Humm i have to take a leap of faith and still trud on. I have to not
get side tracked because something that i wanted to happen didnt. I
have to keep going when everything in me says this last year was a
waste of time,and it was just a joke to them.When i get down to it i
need to get up and try again, try again, why try again when its just a
lost cause?? When i have placed time effort and dare i say it my
insanity to a lost cause after all.
SO i get to blame myself yet again. I left and left them. I deserted
them didnt i? i am the one to blame. I am the reason they have gone
astray, I made them lose faith in every thing because i left.
Brandon and Pator Rob and mama sharon tell its not my fault, and yet i still feel guilty. | | |
| This is for my international friends!!!!
I love you guys! You mean so much to me! i can never forget our massive
quanities of FUN!!!! Tara when we get home we definitely need to
orchestrate an all night Risk party at the French's. lol Kat when you get
home we will finally have that dinner and a movie night lol lara and
meg i miss you guys and cant wait till we once again see each other. i
totally miss the excessive futbol playing. i love you guys and Danny
keep up your job as body gaurd
much love
Tania
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